Taylor Sanders Lost Her Baby to Miscarriage and Her Mom to Cancer but Is Now Coming Out the ‘Other Side’ (Exclusive)

“I told myself I was going to grieve and cry the morning of the video shoot, but then I was going to get my makeup on and get ready to shoot this video,” Sanders recounts quietly. “It’s almost like I dissociated from myself and became the artist ‘Taylor Sanders’ versus the person ‘Taylor Sanders.'”

I was not experiencing any physical symptoms of miscarriage yet,” says Sanders, who married Adam in 2012. “I thought if I could hold it together emotionally and mentally, and I wasn’t really sick physically, then I felt like I was going to try and just be strong and do what I love to do. We had put so much work into this and so much planning, so I decided to just push forward.”